Little miss, one big mess.

im falling apart.
 
Overwhelmed with exams. And school. And Dance. And work. And collage. And friends. And life.
 
But somehow i manage to keep going.

I long for change and adventure but i like the things that are constant in my life. Like friday night pizza, every friday since i was eight, many things has changed, my parents separating, my friends, my taste in music, tv shows and movies, but i still have pizza every friday night. Also, ballet on thursdays, ever since i was 3.
I guess the reason why I'm telling you all this is because the photographer, who takes photos for my dance club has cancer. The all over kind. Mom said that they don't think he will be able to take pictures for my dance club. He has been taking the clubs photos since i can remember. When you've been doing the same thing with someone for a long time, you build a sort of bond. Is kind of hard to explain but i hope you all understand.
It saddens me, because he might not be there to take my last dance photo, when he took my first. Then the realization that i will be graduating and going off to university came and that i friday night pizza won't be on fridays and ballet won't be thursday nights. I don't even know if i will be dancing.
Change is hard when you depend on the constant things to make you happy.

-Tay

There is a lot of pressure, a lot of people trying to tell me how i should do things, how i should live my life.
 
Thank you for your input, but i think i'll do things my way and learn from my mistakes.

Hello again.
 
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The Ride by Martina McBride.
 
This is different. I kind of like it.
 
It was a tiring day. Didn't do anything and made $30. But i'm really tired. Ugh.

Robert Frost.